I feel so detached to the world where I currently live. My schedule is opposite to my place’s schedule, I am awake when everyone’s else is asleep and I sleep when everyone else is awake. I eat breakfast at night, eat lunch at dawn and dinner in the morning. I think my body is getting confused. It has created its own time zone different from what it used to have. Having said this, I don’t think my body still produces the correct hormones that it needs to generate so that it would function well. Its blood count which used to be healthy became adequate in number, it’s weight which used to be ideal has decreased to almost underweight – much must weight loss that I was able to wear my Levi’s pants which I bought 10 years ago, my ring is so loose that it moves up to the middle of the finger, the watch which used to be fitted perfectly in my wrist can now be moved. It’s just feels so different. On the positive side, one of my friends told me how she wish she has a body just like mine LOL.
It feels so different
July 16th, 2010
Julie Labitag 



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